Sairam friends,
Its been almost 14 years since I launched StarSai. Right from the beginning of times, I used to receive mail from Sai devotees across India and abroad.
Most of the mails were from girls/women and some of them from men. One of the reason I respect girls is that, all through these years, I have been blessed with wonderful friends. Just that, most of these friends will gradually get busy with their life once they are married.
Later, I also decided not to communicate with any of these girls the moment they get engaged. The same thing happens with guys too. Once they are married, they stop communicating with me and I am OK with that.
The good thing about these friends is that they know everything about me.
Sometimes, I start to worry about these girls who are close to me. Yesterday, I prayed for Preeti,Iyshwarya and Neha to be blessed with good husband. It’s a kind of fatherly feeling when you know someone for many days.
These days, I talk a lot to Neha. I am fascinated that these girls are from various towns and cities in India. I will never meet them for lifetime. That’s how it has been all these years. The only Sai friend I have met in all these years is Varalakshmi and that’s because she’s from Bangalore.
There are few who wanted to meet me but somehow we did not get a chance. The reason I write this article is that Saibaba has blessed me with wonderful friends who really care for me.
Just that, these friends will gradually get busy with their life after a year or two. But my life would have been more frustrating without these friends.
Another friend who really cares for me is Sangeeta. She’s someone who sends me Sai messages often. She sent me books to read at night.
She’s the one who lit 108 lamps in hostel of her Medical college few years back.
108 lamps pooja for Shirdi Saibaba in a Medical College
Now that She’s married, then too she writes to me with Sai’s messages. So its not that all girls forget me when they are married. Some remember me and stay in touch with me.
Few years back, I did not had good friends around me. I used to ask Sai to bless me with good friends. After StarSai in 2004, I am always surrounded by good people.
My Sai friends knows about my past, present and what I aspire to do. Yesterday, Neha told that she had a dream as if She’s holding a book and on its cover was my photograph.
She asked if I am planning to write a book. I told her, I faced lots of pain because of the girl Sai showed me in dream from 2016. So I plan to write a book about how dreams from Sai works?
I wanted to write about various dreams I had. It’s not just dreams. There were several other ways Saibaba communicates me. It will be nice if I write it as a book.
Lets see when Saibaba inspires me to write a book.
Coming back to the friends Sai blessed me with, you would have noticed that sometimes, I say that I am depressed.
Honestly, I have never been into real depression. May be, I was just worrying. Because, I have good people to write to and speak to. I can always talk to my friends if they are free. I tell them my day to day happenings and ask about their life.
Sometimes, I pray for them in Nagasai Mandir where I go regularly.
Last evening, one of my colleague was asking about good accommodation in Dehradun. I called Preeti and helped my friend. This guy asked me why can’t I travel when I have friends in all these places. I told him that since my parents are old and weak, I always be with them.
That’s another reason I will never travel much.
But I like to have friends from small towns in India and I go to Google Maps to find out how far they live from Coimbatore?
My life is strange.
People can say that I am not married and I don’t have a big job. But I think I got whatever Sai could bless me with at this point in my life. I am happy for what Sai has given me.
I desire that I marry someone whom Sai tells me because that’s how deeply Sai has guided me in dream. So I won’t do anything without Sai’s words of approval.
I will always be thankful to these wonderful friends Sai blessed me with.
When you are going through worries and if you feel you don’t have good friends, simply ask Sai. I am sure, gradually Sai will bless you with good people around you.
OK TATA,
Venkat
